it's funny. i can't stand being in rhode island. i can't wait to be back in the city next semester.

Guess not.

I'm sitting on my couch at school watching TV, I've been sitting in the same place for the past 4 hours, since I got back from work. And I keep crying off and on. And it's taking all my willpower not to jump into my car and drive to NYC tonight. I thought I could make it for a single weekend here especially because I worked Friday & Saturday for 6 hours but apparently I'm just a little wimp because it's so fucking hard. I wish I could be back at home. In high school or something. I wish we had never graduated and left for college. I don't know how to deal with it. I thought I was okay. Guess not, huh?